You are the worst best friend ever. You are a douchebag.  Thanks but no thanks, you are no Travis replacement.

So one night at this rager, my best friends little sis was way too drunk. Supposedly she was on other stuff as well, but that's besides the point. This girl, Callie, was sooo drunk that she decided to deliberately push some other girl into the pool. Needless to say the other girl was PISSED and came back at Callie with her friends and just started a beat down on Callie. Poor girl had hits to the dome coming to her. That's what she gets for being so conniving!

oy vey.  lesson from last night: togas held together with safety pins dont work very well when dancing.

Everyone was so wasted.  Like, really wasted.  It was at a date party --  a combo date party with another frat.  Drunk people were everywhere.  He was sitting on the bed of a truck at the side edge. Didn't even realize the truck was running and the driver was driving.  Just sitting there.  All of a sudden the driver guns it and  turns hard.  He fell off, got serious road rash all over his face and broke his thumb.

His mother is crazy. Boarderline insanity.  F@#king saying insane shit at the hospital.  You know how you can look at a parent and it is clear that she comes from that person, well not in this case.

Last night I had the saddest dream. First I was with my first girlfriend. I can't really remember much about this part, but do remember kissing and being back together and an all-enveloping, wonderful feeling of peacefulness. Then I was walking down the street and saw my grandmother, it has been 25 years since she has passed away. "You so lucky to get to do this, not many people get to go back in life," she kept telling me over and over. Then I reunited with two other dead family members. I remember crying out of control, full of tears of joy. i remember saying I am so lucky to have you here with me. Then I walk home. Inside my home are all the people that I work with.

I want to know why I am seeing the past? Why do meet up with dead family members? It just hurts my heart. The pain is like having them all taking away from me again.